Saturday, May 23, 2009

A Few Things I Like

-L'Aroma Cafe's Fresh Red Iced Tea (Newbury Street). Worth Tasting :)
-Jewelry by Boston artist Adriana Unarreal (sold at Looc boutique), just discovered her pieces and they are amazing!
-Hazelnut Iced Coffees from Breaking New Grounds (if you're ever in Durham or Portsmouth NH)... haven't had a cup better 
-the Italian language, which I'd love to speak more of, but have retained only a bit
-French films and fashion
-My guy's music<3 
-Wearing my mother's old jewelry
-Moccasins
-Poetry (especially that of Natasha Tretheway, Qwo-Li Driskill, Pablo Neruda, Sharon Olds, Marge Piercy, David Berman, etc)
-Photography Books (especially Richard Avedon's work)
-Story People (cards and artwork)
-Chunky rings from David Yurman
-Pinky Otto dresses (Newbury Street)
-Westerly Beach (RI) and all of it's memories
-Painting, less skill and more expression. I mostly enjoy making cards with my watercolors

Thursday, May 7, 2009

"I used to think that paired opposites were a given, that love was the opposite of hate, right the opposite of wrong... but now I think we sometimes buy into these concepts because it is so much easier to embrace absolutes than to suffer reality. I don't think anything is the opposite of love. Reality is unforgivingly complex." 
-Anne Lammott, Bird by Bird On Life& Writing

Monday, May 4, 2009

starting up!

So I finally made the step of starting my own blog. I've already posted a few things below. 
I want to use this space to share my writing and also use it as a commonplace for sharing my admiration for others' writing. Hope you enjoy and please share your comments!
<3

Samples of favorite writing

"He buries his smashed head in his own singed hands, and is himself the intoning priest over the ceremony, the suicide, the sunset. He is the common touch. He is the bell of the church of the broken body. He writes love letters home for the illiterate dead. Ignorant, uncaring, hapless as the rest of the bloody troops, he is their arguer shell-shocked into diction, though none may understand."
Dylan Thomas on Wilfred Owen's war poetry. Quite Early One Morning. p 83
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"Still, there was so much to say. 
How the rain never stopped. How the cold worked into your bones. Sometimes the bravest thing on earth was to sit through the night and feel the cold in your bones. Courage was not always a matter of yes or no. Sometimes it came in degrees, like the cold; sometimes you were very brave up to a point and then beyond that point you were not so brave."
Tim O'Brien. The Things They Carried. p 147
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"And as a writer now, I want to save Linda's life. Not her body-- her life. 
She died of course. Nine years old and she died. It was a brain tumor. She lived through the summer and into the first part of September, and then she was dead. 
But in a story I can steal her soul. I can revive, at least briefly, that which is absolute and unchanging. In a story, miracles can happen."
Tim O'Brien. The Things They Carried. p 236
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"One day, for example, I can find it amusing, in my forty-fifth year, to be cleaned up and turned over, to have my bottom wiped and swaddled like a newborn's. I even derive a guilty pleasure from this total lapse into infancy. But the next day, the same procedure seems to me unbearably sad, and a tear rolls down through the lather a nurse's aide spreads over my cheeks. And my weekly bath plunges me simultaneously into distress and happiness. The delectable moment when I sink into the tub is quickly followed by nostalgia for the protracted immersions that were the joy of my previous life. Armed with a cup of tea or a Scotch, a good book or a pile of newspapers, I would soak for hours, maneuvering the taps with my toes. Rarely do I feel my condition so cruelly as when I am recalling such pleasures. Luckily I have no time for gloomy thoughts. Already they are wheeling me back, shivering, to my room, on a gurney as comfortable as a bed of nails. I must be fully dressed by ten-thirty and ready to go to the rehabilitation center. Having turned down the hideous jogging suit provided by the hospital, I am now attired as I was in my student days. Like the bath, my old clothes could easily bring back poignant, painful memories. But I see in the clothing a symbol of continuing life. And proof that I still want to be myself. If I must drool, I may as well drool on cashmere."
Jean-Dominique Bauby. The Diving Bell and the Butterfly. p 16-17
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Sunday, May 3, 2009

Glenn

A long train of cars-
the policemen of his family and their men stop traffic block by block for what seems like ten miles, as if to stop time. I glide by the men with their badges and am warmed by their honor for him, only wishing that he went in an honorable way, but it was the opposite and we've all grieved over that since.

We all were betrayed by his leaving.

How can one man who seems to be, and I quote "living the dream" throw so much away. Or rather he was the one thrown away and the rest of us left to cling on, barely able to comprehend such selfish pursuits.
To leave a six month old, a two year old, these two beautiful blonde angels and their mother, his wife, beautiful too and kind like one can only hope someone to be.
Familial success, financial, occupational, all types of success you could name and yet somehow those joys were blotted out.
For what,
For that last sip? That last line? That last joyride and that tree?
That haunting tree with the bark still removed three years, only left for us to look at in haunting memory of your tragic end?

On the Bus

In pen, someone has tried to figure out a multiplication problem over an article that reads "Seven killed over bloody weekend."